Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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10:55 pm - Rose is fine , moving on......
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Well i am still more ill then i have been in a good while but it will end. Didnt call to get my work schedule to taday because i sleep through the time when i was supposed to call(the operator ladies are very nice). Ive been running on Rockstar and very little else. I truly wish we werent testing this week and that i had not yet started drivers ed, for in order to get my pink slip i must get 30 hours of class time so i dont want to miss a minute. :inquery:Psy wear are you with rescue emergency?
Also i wish i could have touched people today.... that would have been nice. But apperantly im funny when im sick.
Has any one ever felt as if a railroad spike is being jammed into your right temple? *pause* cool im not alone then.
Really wanting to hang out with people get out of the house im in need of an intelectual coversation too. So im going to have to haev someone get on that, I know that Ray Tray owns me a convo on theology perhaps i should cash in on that.
Kerri made me a very lovly picture of the future and all the various cats that were involed that made me very happy too.
So peace and love to all the Sirs and Ma'ams, I wish good things for all....
current mood:  sick
current music: Sympothy for the Devil- Rolling Stones
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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
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10:55 pm - Finally
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I finally got it all sorted out and thing are looking very well for me despite the fact that i am "despratly" ill, but mentally and emotionally things finally add up and next year will be a very good one.
Or something like it is the best words i can put things in right now. But thats better then theyve ever been i that area.
current mood:  /horny/loved/content
current music: I Alone- Live
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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
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10:55 pm - things
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well things are ok i suppose, psy read enders game which rules and she will get on Enders Shadow or else *shakes fist*. Beyond that things have been going on outside our little group for me which seem to be playing in my favor,just see how that turns out, it matters not to me either way but it would be fun. Mongolian BBQ kicks 8 kinds of ass. Been playing a lot of KOTOR II and reading Shadow of the Gaint which is just ahhh ahhh, if it was a woman fuck if it was a horse. lol
I got Raytray her gift despit her begging. Luaghs evilly. i dont know thing right now i feel really good inside got another thing to think about new thing its very nice.
!!!!!im not working this weekend, no instead i get to play out a 3year old dream of seeing a van Gogh in person. I think i just may sry i cant wait i can only thank NaDeen And Dinstag for being willing to go again, also there will be other artist monet just ahhhh yes im so excited.
I bless Orson Scott Card for coming out with the new edition to the shadow books which has sparked my love for reading right back up!
Things are just great, change of pace yes and yes i most likly will be depressed by tomorrow but hell who gives a shit right?
Befor i go look what i learned to do ☺ ♣♥♠♣♦◘○☺ im proud!
current mood:  enthralled
current music: Conjure One- Sleep
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Friday, March 25th, 2005
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7:13 pm - whats left(retorical)
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im not much of a human being antmore i feel very boxed in by myself. My friends are very good people ALL OF THEM but i feel like......no ones my friend any more. id like to say i do my best but at this point ive satoped trying. i am very bored of life and as much of a *booboo* complaint that s it still holds true im very bored all my edges have dulled but ive been worn to the point to were the most i care is to write a journal entry,beyound that i dont care because that would just be sad but im sry to say the with the extent that i dont care about myself its kinda hard to care about anyone else.....
current mood:  blank
current music: Poe-Hey Pretty
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Sunday, March 20th, 2005
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8:58 am - SO yeah....
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Tis nine am i must go to work in two hours (in cry) but it should be cool today i have lots to think about.
Went to coffee with psy this morning at 5 am to early for me being that my damn katze kept me up near the whole night, but it was fun none the less,walked around town not bad. SO yeah yesterday i got my first pay check cashed 180.00$ wOOt so much funn in that and also a new installment to the Enders Shawdow seris came out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cant wait to read based on one of the characters i base myself after...just ahhhh. Also Psy has begun reading Enders GAme which is awsome. SO yeah i have to pee.....
byby
current mood:  artistic
current music: Blind Melon- Tones of Home
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Friday, March 18th, 2005
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8:56 pm - Sitting here agian.....
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Well im uhh bored and tired and ive grown weary of living but have no will to kill myself.
um so as it stands im some what alone kinda....kinda sad,puh uhh im not enjoying the whole talking, walking,seeing hear part of the day,just dont really enjoy that. oh and my allergies are annoying. other then that evry thing looks good
current mood:  cold
current music: See you in Space Cowboy- Cowboy Bebop
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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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8:32 pm - No one understands
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Peolpe are trying way too hard or not caring at all. If those who care would simply take a step back at take thing more literally and not treat me as a joke they would get it nearly instantly i have given you baltant clues have i not *when i write poetry im not just trying to make pretty words*.
and to those who dont care the way you think of me will not affect the way i think of you.
I will continue to do my best loving all and yes thatt includes my male friends i do love you and you are all going to have to get over poltonic love.
current mood:  depressed
current music: APC-Outsider
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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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2:00 am - with out sleep
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so i start another day with out slepp which spells joy for me being i have nothing but hatred for sleep.
It tears hours from your life that you could be living. today was hard for me but ill live ive been better but others have been worse any complaints i would see as ill founded with no validation.The day today consisted of sleep till one and monotonus taskes till now.but now i know i will not sleep so that will bring me an once of happiness i suppose....
current mood:  distressed
current music: Cowboy Bebop-Break Down the Door
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